In my book, Why
Trust Jesus?, I refer to
Augustine’s journey and wrestle with trust, but as I have been taking a course
this semester at the University of Dallas with Dr. William Frank, I decided to
come back and revisit that theme of trust. I still agree with what I wrote in
my book, Why Trust Jesus?
but I wanted share another one of my short papers that I wrote for this class.
I will eventually submit a couple more papers on this Conversant blog about
Augustine. If you have read the
Confessions multiple times or are brand new in studying Augustine, please write
your comments and let me know what you have observed in the text.
In Book VIII of Confessions, Augustine recollects the experience of
internal turmoil, indecisiveness, self -knowledge, and temptation of old
memories and habits. Augustine encounters Lady Continence, urging him to trust
God. Throughout this eighth book, we see multiple pictures and stories, each in
its unique way, reinforcing one of this book’s main themes of trusting God
rather than self. As Continence speaks, trust seems to be such a simple act,
but complex emotions including fear, lust and pride are at stake. Continence
challenges, Augustine, "Why do you stand on yourself, and thus stand not
at all? Cast yourself on him. Have no fear. He will not draw back and let you
fall. Cast yourself trustfully on him: he will receive you and he will heal
you.”[1]
Trusting God, specifically through Jesus Christ, was included in the final
passage that brought a peaceful light streaming into Augustine’s soul. “Not in
rioting and drunkenness, not in chambering and impurities, not in strife, and
envying; but put you on the Lord Jesus Chris, and make not provision for the
flesh in its concupiscence.”[2]
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