The Lenten season begins. It is a time to be with you, Lord, in a
special way, a time to pray, to fast, and thus to follow you on your
way to Jerusalem, to Golgotha, and to the final victory over death.
I am still so divided. I truly want to follow you, but I also want to
follow my own desires and lend an ear to the voices that speak about
prestige, success, pleasure, power, and influence. Help me to become
deaf to these voices and more attentive to your voice, which calls me
to choose the narrow road to life.
I know that Lent is going to be a very hard time for me. The choice for
your way has to be made every moment of my life. I have to choose
thoughts that are your thoughts, words that are your words, and actions
that are your actions. There are not times or places without choices.
And I know how deeply I resist choosing you.
Please, Lord, be with me at every moment and in every place. Give me
the strength and the courage to live this season faithfully, so that,
when Easter comes, I will be able to taste with joy the new life that
you have prepared for me.
Amen.
-an excerpt from The Road to Daybreak, by Henri Nouwen
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Amen, Amen! Thanks, as always, for sharing.
Two things are true for me:
God's Plan always far greater than most of the chidish and paltry desires I can think up.
God's plan and my will are not immutably exclusive. Sometimes what he and I want for me are the same things. That is a miracle.