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&lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/womandepressed.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;img class=&quot;alignnone size-medium wp-image-4050&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/womandepressed-200x300.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; title=&quot;woman in depression&quot; width=&quot;200&quot; height=&quot;300&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;But if all of you are prophesying, and unbelievers or people who don’t  understand these things come into your meeting, they will be convicted  of sin and judged by what you say. As they listen, their &lt;strong&gt;secret&lt;/strong&gt; thoughts will be &lt;strong&gt; exposed&lt;/strong&gt;, and they will &lt;strong&gt;fall to their knees and worship God&lt;/strong&gt;, declaring, &#039;God is truly here among you&#039;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;em&gt;” (1 Corinthians 14:24-25, NLT).&lt;/em&gt;
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God used &lt;em&gt;that&lt;/em&gt; passage of Scripture over six years to speak to me. He told me that my writing would bring people to Christ! I was searching and searching for an excuse to find a reason to write because writing was too difficult for me.
&lt;em&gt;I was so broken.&lt;/em&gt;
My faith was not where it needed to be. 
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My best intentions were a waste compared to my own disobedience and lack of trust.
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&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;I know what it&#039;s like to experience pain, &lt;/strong&gt;fear, abandonment, and the destruction of every hope imaginable&lt;strong&gt;. &lt;/strong&gt;I know what it&#039;s like to wake up in the middle of the night and not think I&#039;m going to make it to morning.
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&lt;strong&gt;I know what it&#039;s like to not let the tears fall&lt;/strong&gt; because it would open the raw wound on my face from the eczema that took the all the skin off for more than a year.
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&lt;strong&gt;I know what it&#039;s like to be admitted into the hospital &lt;/strong&gt;for what doctors called a mystery. I know what it&#039;s like to gain over one hundred pounds from a little nasty medication called prednisone.
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Add everything up from the 10+ years I suffered and you have one broken girl who just wanted her Abba Daddy to heal her. Ten years of asking, &amp;quot;if you heal me I&#039;ll do ANYTHING.&amp;quot;
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&lt;em&gt;And He has!!&lt;/em&gt;
And 
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I see you, &lt;strong&gt;yeah&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;strong&gt;you&lt;/strong&gt;. Hiding behind the pew of a church, in the grocery store, or in the backseat of a strangers car. Not knowing. Not trusting. Not hoping.
There is hope.
There is redemption.
There is healing from pain.
Give God your hurts. Give God your destiny.
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&lt;strong&gt;You. Are. Not. A. Failure.&lt;/strong&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;
Alcohol is not the answer, so don&#039;t even turn to it. Faith isn&#039;t the answer either. It is &lt;strong&gt;hope&lt;/strong&gt; and &lt;strong&gt;trust&lt;/strong&gt; mixed with &lt;strong&gt;obedience&lt;/strong&gt;.
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Trust in the one who &lt;em&gt;saves&lt;/em&gt;.
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Trust in the one who &lt;em&gt;created&lt;/em&gt; You.
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&lt;blockquote&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;When Abram was ninety-nine years old, the Lord appeared to him and said, &amp;quot;I am El-Shaddai—‘God  Almighty.’ Serve me faithfully and live a blameless life. I will make a covenant with  you, by which I will guarantee to give you countless descendants.” At this, Abram fell face down  on the ground (Genesis 17:1-3, NLT).
	&lt;/em&gt;
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Fall.
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Fall hard.
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&lt;p&gt;
Fall to your knees.
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&amp;quot;But do not forget this &lt;strong&gt;one&lt;/strong&gt; thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is  like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in  keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient  with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to  repentance&amp;quot; (2 Peter 3:8-9, NLT).
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&lt;em&gt;Are you willing to wait?&lt;/em&gt;
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&lt;strong&gt;Come to repentance.&lt;/strong&gt;
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While you&#039;re waiting.
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&lt;strong&gt;Come to repentance.&lt;/strong&gt;
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Whether you&#039;re 9 or 99 years old.
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&lt;strong&gt;Come to repentance.&lt;/strong&gt;
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Whether you&#039;re hurt, scared, or afraid.
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&lt;strong&gt;Come to repentance.&lt;/strong&gt;
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When you don&#039;t feel like it.
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&lt;strong&gt;Come to repentance.&lt;/strong&gt;
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Tear your hearts.
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&lt;strong&gt;Come to repentance.&lt;/strong&gt;
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Fall to your knees.
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&lt;strong&gt;Come to repentance.&lt;/strong&gt;
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Sooner or later will come a day when you will won&#039;t have a choice but to fall on your knees and worship God.
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Come to repentance, &lt;em&gt;now&lt;/em&gt;!
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&lt;em&gt;Dear Jesus,&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;em&gt;That is why you say, &amp;quot;turn to you now while there is time.&amp;quot; Help us to give you our hearts. Help us to come with fasting, weeping, and mourning. Don&#039;t let us tear our clothing but our hearts instead. May we return to you, our God, for you are merciful and compassionate, slow to angry and filled with unfailing love. You are eager to relent and not to punish. Amen. &lt;/em&gt;
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&lt;img class=&quot;alignnone size-medium wp-image-4019&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/hiding-300x198.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; title=&quot;hiding&quot; width=&quot;300&quot; height=&quot;198&quot; /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;Can one blind person lead another? Won&#039;t they both fall into a ditch&amp;quot; (Luke 6:39, NLT)?&lt;/em&gt;
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Today&#039;s blog inspiration comes from a number of places.
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#1 - Editing my dating &amp;amp; relationships book for Harvest House
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#2 - Study of 1 John 1
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#3 - Personal reflection &amp;amp; quiet time
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#4 - Time spent with my boyfriend.
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#5 - Remembering my first book, &amp;quot;Faithbook of Jesus.&amp;quot;
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Recently, I was convicted and encouraged by the &amp;quot;blind leading the blind&amp;quot; passage. What a great representation of examining the self, right? David was personal with God; that is why I believe He was called a man after God&#039;s own heart. He continually asked God to &amp;quot;search&amp;quot; his heart (Psalm 139:23-24). David&#039;s impact on the Israelites went deeper than just a king, but through knowing God he was able to leave an eternal blessing and dynasty (2 Samuel 7:29).
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Which begs the question: &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Do you know whom you follow?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;
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&lt;blockquote&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;If God has yet to give you that insatiable hunger for the truth of His Word, I would plead with you now to seek such a thing from Him. Why must I ask God instead of simply pursuing such a desire out of my own heart? For the same reason you don&#039;t get married after the first date, because the heart is all-together deceitful (Jeremiah 17:9), &lt;strong&gt;to seek such a thing on your own will lead you into the grave danger of finding a hunger to study the Scriptures as an end in itself which has no meaning and no value.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; No, instead, let the Lord teach you that all study of the Scripture must have its end in &lt;strong&gt;knowing the author&lt;/strong&gt; more intimately and deeply. If we study the Bible as an end then we make the same mistake as the Pharisees who knew the Old Testament very well, but did not know the author&amp;quot; (Marc Fisher).
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As much as I have enjoyed getting to know my boyfriend and spend time  with his family this weekend, I realized something much deeper in my  soul. &lt;strong&gt;Time spent with God is worth more than any human being&lt;/strong&gt;. When I don&#039;t  desire Him more than anyone else, there&#039;s something wrong with me!!!
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&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Do I know the Scriptures more than God, Himself? &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Do I follow God closely enough to hear him say with my own ears? &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;
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&amp;quot;Your own ears will hear  him. Right behind you a voice will say, &#039;This is the way  you should go,&#039; whether to the right or to the left&amp;quot; (Isaiah 30:21, NLT).
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I find it interesting that John the Baptist&#039;s disciples came over to Jesus to &lt;em&gt;personally&lt;/em&gt; ask him if he was the Messiah they were looking for or should they &lt;em&gt;expect&lt;/em&gt; someone else (Luke 7:20)?
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&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Personally expect.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; Did you catch that?
&lt;em&gt;When we encounter God personally. &lt;/em&gt;
&lt;em&gt;When we get to know His character.&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;em&gt;When we know the power of His Word.&lt;/em&gt;
I can say that now because I&#039;ve lived it. 
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After I wrote my first book, &amp;quot;Faithbook of Jesus&amp;quot; I caved. My body was so broken. Panic attacks left me bed ridden for a long time. Here I had just written over 105,000 words (that&#039;s roughly 636 pages double spaced or 300+ pages printed). 
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My knowledge of Scripture had &lt;em&gt;overgrown&lt;/em&gt; my ability to rest &lt;em&gt;in&lt;/em&gt; Him. To abide.
&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I was this sad, scared little girl who didn&#039;t know how to climb up on the lap of her Father God and cry out to Him. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;
I was too blinded by my own insecurities instead of searching for the author, Himself. It wasn&#039;t until I fully surrendered and let my career die to spend enormous amounts of time with Him that I got it.
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&lt;span&gt;“Sell your possessions and give to those in  need. This will store up treasure for you in heaven! And the purses of  heaven never get old or develop holes. Your treasure will be safe; no  thief can steal it and no moth can destroy it.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span&gt;Wherever  your treasure is, there the desires of your heart will also be&amp;quot; (Luke 12:33-34, NLT).
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&lt;em&gt;Was I still scared to death how I was going to recover?&lt;/em&gt; Yes.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;Was I wondering where my next paycheck was coming in?&lt;/em&gt; Yes.
&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;Was I wondering if my career in ministry and writing was over?&lt;/em&gt; Yes.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&amp;quot;Go back to John [the Baptist] and tell him what you have seen and heard--the blind see, the lame walk, the lepers are cursed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised to life, and the Good News is being preached to the poor. And tell him, &#039;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;God blesses those who do not turn away because of me&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&#039;&amp;quot; (Luke 7:22-23, NLT).
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Sometimes the author God asks us to do things that are FAR beyond our comfort zones. Sometimes He doesn&#039;t even give us all the answers. He simply asks us to wait in trust. To obey Him even when we can&#039;t see, touch, taste, feel, or hear him.
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&amp;quot;We proclaim to you the one who existed from the beginning, whom we have &lt;em&gt;heard&lt;/em&gt; and &lt;em&gt;seen&lt;/em&gt;. We &lt;em&gt;saw&lt;/em&gt; him with our own eyes and &lt;em&gt;touched&lt;/em&gt; him with our own hands. He is the  Word of life. This one  who is life itself was &lt;em&gt;revealed&lt;/em&gt; to us, and we have &lt;em&gt;seen&lt;/em&gt; him&amp;quot; (1 John 1:1-2, NLT).
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&amp;quot;Commit your way to the LORD, trust also in Him, and He will  do it&amp;quot; (Psalm 37:5, NASB).
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&lt;em&gt;Dear Father,&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;em&gt;May our joy be complete because we know YOU and not just Your Words. Help us to better know the author--YOU. We ask you to pour out your Spirit on our heart, mind, and soul. Teach us how to love you and love others we pray. Amen.&lt;/em&gt;
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 <pubDate>Mon, 28 Mar 2011 21:13:47 -0700</pubDate>
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&lt;strong&gt;Dynamite faith is childlike faith. &lt;/strong&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;
The other day I was having my quiet time (as I do every morning), and it JUST happened to be the day I was going to sit down and &amp;quot;discuss&amp;quot; with God how He&#039;s going to provide for my needs. I mean...
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&lt;em&gt;He called me.&lt;/em&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;Told me to move. &lt;/em&gt;
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And so here I am scared and &lt;em&gt;asking&lt;/em&gt; like a little child...or am I?
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&lt;blockquote&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;A child does not repeatedly ask his parents whether he will be taken to a doctor if he becomes ill or whether there will be another meal to eat&lt;/strong&gt; (at least, not very often in our culture). The reason he does not ask such questions is that his parents have proven to him over and over again they they love him enough to take care of his needs. It is the same with God...&lt;/em&gt;
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	&lt;em&gt;This is faith. How happy would a parent be if his child constantly questioned him as to whether his needs would be met? The parent would feel frustrated and sad, perhaps angry that the child did not trust him (Billy Graham, Unto The Hills, January 29).&lt;/em&gt;
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&lt;strong&gt;Talk about a God-sized punch to the face. &lt;/strong&gt;
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Is he going to take care of my needs, and will I have enough? &lt;em&gt;Yeah and duh!
&lt;/em&gt;
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I was talking to my friend, Chris Tomlinson today about faith since we&#039;re both in the same boat: I quit my job last year and he lost his four months ago...and it&#039;s interesting how well we&#039;re both doing. Here is what he &lt;a href=&quot;http://cravesomethingmore.org/2011/02/10/trust-me-because/&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;wrote on trust&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt; from our conversation.
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That&#039;s what inspired me to write this post and even create a funny little video for you because &lt;strong&gt;faith is dynamite&lt;/strong&gt;. 
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&lt;em&gt;Maybe not the way I expected. 
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&lt;em&gt;
Or had hoped. 
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&lt;em&gt;
&lt;/em&gt;But, as God&#039;s child I choose to be &lt;em&gt;mindful&lt;/em&gt;. 
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Here&#039;s a tribute to my mom and my dog, my constant companions this past year. I&#039;m &lt;strong&gt;SURE&lt;/strong&gt; going to miss them, but I know that my God is faithful and whenever I doubt Him I just have to remember dynamite faith.
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I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
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Saying AYO
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Gotta let go
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I wanna celebrate and live my life
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Saying AYO
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Baby, let&#039;s go (c) Taio Cruz 
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 <pubDate>Thu, 10 Feb 2011 13:48:59 -0800</pubDate>
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&lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/field2.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;img class=&quot;alignleft size-medium wp-image-3805&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/field2-300x300.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; title=&quot;field2&quot; width=&quot;300&quot; height=&quot;300&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Have you ever seen the movie &lt;em&gt;Finding Forrester&lt;/em&gt;? Sean Connery taught a young boy how to write by using his words, then when he felt comfortable enough he would start using his own words. &lt;em&gt;What a great tool for writers block!!!&lt;/em&gt;
For this week&#039;s blog, I felt it was appropriate to use a poem I wrote many years ago when I was in a &lt;strong&gt;REALLY&lt;/strong&gt; bad spot. 
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I had just moved to Texas to do DTS (Discipleship Training School) with &lt;em&gt;Ambassadors For Christ &lt;/em&gt;and my eczema had begun to take the skin off my hands...which was devastating considering I just recovered from losing the skin off my face and feet.
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Here goes nothing...
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	&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;Ten years of a divine wound,&amp;quot; &lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;The Lord said.&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;It must be entire, complete&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;Not pierced with sharp metal,&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;But dull rock.&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;It must hurt and wound&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;To break you.&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;So when the time comes for Me&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;To fulfill my prophetic promise to you,&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;You will cry out,&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&#039;I&#039;M NEVER GONNA GO BACK!&#039;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;In the stillness of My Presence you will&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;Feel the Harvest of Peace coming,&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;To restore and repair the loss.&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;Come, Renee, return to Me.&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;I have broken you, now rejoice!&amp;quot; (Faithbook of Jesus, page 170)
	&lt;/em&gt;
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&lt;strong&gt;I feel this is relevant today because God was, is, and will always be in the business of redeeming our lives, our past mistakes--even our future!&lt;/strong&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;
One thing I know for sure, &lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God&amp;quot; (Luke 9:62, NLT).&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Another set of words that have deeply encouraged me this week come from a devotional I am reading by David Jeremiah called &amp;quot;Life Changing Moments With God.&amp;quot; Each devotional is made up of only Scripture. Love it. Love it! Here is February 4th&#039;s:
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;The Lord has said to you, &lt;strong&gt;&amp;quot;You shall not return that way again.&amp;quot;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;
	Father, truly if I, as Israel, call to mind that country from which I have come out, I would have opportunity to return. But I desire BETTER (emphasis added)...a heavenly country. By faith, I rather suffer affliction...than enjoy passing pleasures of sin, esteeming the reproach of Christ greater...Justified, I live by FAITH; but if I draw back, Your soul has no pleasure in me. But I am not of those who draw back to perdition, but of those who believe to the saving of the soul. If I put my hand to the plow, and look back, I am not fit for Your kingdom, God... (there&#039;s that verse again!!!).
	Deuteronomy 17:16; Hebrews 11:15-16, 25-26; Hebrews 10:38-39; Luke 9:62
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;Friday, Feb. 4th was the day I signed my new lease in San Diego. It is such an amazingly-God-sized confirmation that I am moving forward. I&#039;M NEVER GONNA GO BACK!&lt;/strong&gt;
It&#039;s hard because I still have commitments (that I love) here in North County, and a family (who takes great care of me), but I also serve a God who has a far and greater imagination to the tapestry of my life and when I trust Him and put my life in His hands He blesses me. I don&#039;t know about you, but I want to be blessed!!!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
No matter where you are currently in your life--seek God first.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;Spend time in His Word. &lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;Pray. &lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;Get involved in community. &lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
The more you reach out, the more chances you have to grow! Amen?
&lt;/p&gt;
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 <description>&lt;p&gt;
I thought today would be a good to post my interview with &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.gritandglory.com&quot;&gt;Alece&lt;/a&gt;, creator of &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.gritandglory.com/2011/01/01/look/&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;One Word 2011&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/a&gt;. It&#039;s been a couple weeks for the New Year to sink in, and people&#039;s resolutions and values to be tested. At least for me they have! 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Today is &lt;em&gt;Martin Luther King Jr. Day&lt;/em&gt;. What a blessing to celebrate a man with a dream. Someone who risked their life for a cause. &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Today, I am honored to share with you Alece&#039;s story. One of great great dreams and great losses. I ask her what her dream is, and (not) surprisingly she answers that she&#039;s not sure. 
&lt;/p&gt;
Interview ::   
&lt;p&gt;
Renee:&lt;strong&gt; &amp;quot;When did you start picking a word to be the anthem or theme of
your year?&amp;quot; &lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Alece: Last year was the first time I chose a word to focus on all
year long. My word was &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;RISK&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;, and it shaped my life in huge
ways. I blogged all year about my commitment to risk more, and how
it played out in every area of my life. &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;div class=&quot;im&quot;&gt;
Renee: &lt;strong&gt;&amp;quot;What made you take it to the blogopshere?&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Alece: My blog is my &lt;strong&gt;community&lt;/strong&gt; -- the gathering place of an incredible
family of friends. Last year, I shared what I was doing and
encouraged The Grit family to join me. Naturally, I did the same
again this year too. I never anticipated the huge response that
erupted! As of today, 257 people have blogged about their One Word,
and it continues to grow. It has been incredible to hear how God has
already begun using people&#039;s words to challenge and change them. And
the community aspect of doing this &lt;em&gt;together&lt;/em&gt; is beautiful.
Just amazing, really. &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;div class=&quot;im&quot;&gt;
Renee: &lt;strong&gt;&amp;quot;Would you mind sharing the scary bits of your story and what
led you to the ministry you are NOW doing?&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Alece: The cliff-notes version of my life is that I moved to &lt;strong&gt;Africa&lt;/strong&gt; at 19,
got &lt;strong&gt;married&lt;/strong&gt;, and helped pioneer a ministry to train indigenous
&lt;strong&gt;leaders&lt;/strong&gt;. In 13 years the ministry grew to a cross-cultural team of
60+ staff, and when my husband decided to leave for another woman,
everything came crashing down. As for the scary bits, I think this
season of relocating back to America and huge personal transition is
by far more frightening than it was to move to Africa on my own as a
teenager. I&#039;m learning to live in this state of in-between, trusting
God for a future I can&#039;t even envision or hope for. Yet.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;div class=&quot;im&quot;&gt;
Renee: &lt;strong&gt;&amp;quot;How can we help you (via support, prayer, love)?&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Alece: Never underestimate the power of encouragement. Random &amp;quot;love notes&amp;quot;
and kind words are a huge source of strength for me. I also rest in
the prayers of others&#039;. They literally carry me on days when life
feels impossible. Sometime soon I&#039;m going to need to start looking
at other ministry/non-profit jobs. It overwhelms me to think about
right now, but soon... And I could use all the help I can get when
that time comes.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;div class=&quot;im&quot;&gt;
Renee:&lt;strong&gt; &amp;quot;What is YOUR word for this year?&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Alece: My One Word for 2011 is &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;LOOK&lt;/strong&gt;. &lt;/em&gt;It&#039;s not a beautiful word, I
know. But it gets the job done. It reminds me everyday that if I
want to see God at work in the rubble of my life, I have to look for
Him. When it&#039;s hard, when I hurt, when I have no hope, I can still
choose to look for His hand holding mine. I&#039;m living life with eyes
wide open this year, looking for His beauty in my ashes. &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;div class=&quot;im&quot;&gt;
Renee: &lt;strong&gt;&amp;quot;Is there&#039;s one dream or wish in your heart for this next
season of your life, and would you mind sharing?&amp;quot;&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div class=&quot;im&quot;&gt;
Alece: &lt;em&gt;To be honest, dreaming feels impossible right now.&lt;/em&gt; I spent my life
living the only dream I&#039;ve ever had, and I&#039;m still in a process of
grieving the loss of that. Some days it&#039;s hard to believe there will
be another dream for me, on others I can feel His redemption
bringing it closer. So I guess that&#039;s my dream for this season... I
dream for a dream. For new hope. For Him to redeem even this.
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div class=&quot;im&quot;&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
 ::
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Renee:&lt;em&gt; &lt;strong&gt;&amp;quot;Would you say you&#039;re living the dream right now--or is that something you&#039;re still working on?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
And you answer...?
&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;div class=&quot;entry&quot;&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/26270050.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;img class=&quot;alignnone size-medium wp-image-3707&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/26270050-300x200.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; title=&quot;26270050&quot; width=&quot;300&quot; height=&quot;200&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;In
1997, my mom gave me a NLT One Year Bible. I was in the hospital with 
severe eczema all over my face and feet. She read to me Hosea 6:1-3 that
says,  
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;“Come, let us return to the Lord. He has torn us to 
	pieces; now he will heal us. He has injured us; now he will bandage our 
	wounds. In just a short time he will restore us, so that we may live in 
	his presence. Oh, that we might know the Lord! Let us press on to know 
	him. He will respond to us as surely as the arrival of dawn or the 
	coming of rains in early spring.”&lt;/em&gt; 
	&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I was determined to find my own verse so I read through the One Year 
Bible for eleven months and twenty six days later I found it.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;
	&lt;em&gt;“In his kindness God called you to share in his 
	eternal glory by means of  Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a 
	little while, he will  restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will
	place you on a firm  foundation” (1 Peter 5:10, NLT).&lt;/em&gt;
	&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
My life has never been the same since and I wholeheartedly believe in
reading the Word daily. That’s why I do what I do. I write, speak, 
teach, publish, laugh, and love according to what I’ve learned through 
this book. 1997-2011 marks my &lt;strong&gt;crystal&lt;/strong&gt; anniversary of being in the Word. That’s 15 years of being &lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/2011/01/2011/01/new-years-values/&quot;&gt;fruitful&lt;/a&gt; and remaining in the &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%2015&amp;amp;version=NLT&quot;&gt;vine&lt;/a&gt; that is Jesus.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Because I’m SO passionate about it I’m giving you &lt;strong&gt;15 reasons&lt;/strong&gt; to read through the Bible this year with me!!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/ReneeJohnsonNLT.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;img class=&quot;alignnone size-full wp-image-3564&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/ReneeJohnsonNLT.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; title=&quot;ReneeJohnsonNLT&quot; width=&quot;215&quot; height=&quot;291&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
1. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Get to know Jesus.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; If you like someone you’re going to spend time &amp;amp; money getting to know them. It’s really that simple!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
2. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Be a follower. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;Disciple = follower. It’s
not a spiritual term. You follow people on Twitter and Facebook, so why
not be mindful to follow God FIRST?
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
3. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Discipline takes time&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;. Over the years 
I’ve discovered what works for me. Yearly devotional + One Year Bible + 
journal = a very happy Renee. Find what works best for you and stick 
with it!!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
4. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;If you’re bored, God’s bored.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; I don’t 
remember who told me that, but it’s stuck with me. If you’re in the 
middle of reading your daily this &amp;amp; daily that and you find that 
you’ve replaced the ritual with religion. Get. Out. Quick. Find 
something else. Do something else. Go somewhere else. Ask someone else.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
5. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Don’t be afraid. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;Perfect love (from God)
casts out all fear. Throughout a year’s time you and I will encounter 
trials and temptations. Watch for them and stay alert. Mostly though 
don’t be afraid. If you need help remembering this just open to Joshua 
1. I think God says it like 8 times. Don’t be afraid…Don’t be 
afraid…just keep swimming…just keep swimming…
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
6. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Ask.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; Just because you or I am in the Word daily doesn’t mean we still struggle. Ask for help!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
7. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Don’t do it alone.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; We need community. We
need people. We need help. See if one of your friends or family can 
keep you accountable to spend your time daily with God. If you don’t 
tell others, they won’t know to ask.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
8. &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Learn more&lt;/em&gt;&lt;em&gt;!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; I’m like a sponge. I
soak up everything I see, touch, taste, smell, read, etc. Here is a 
great way to spark learning in your life. Take a topic you read about in
your daily quiet time and dig deeper.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
9. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Use helpful tools.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; My favorites are NLT One Year Bible, Streams in the Desert (devotional), My Utmost For His Highest (devotional), &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.biblegateway.com/&quot;&gt;BibleGateway.com&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youversion.com/&quot;&gt;You Version&lt;/a&gt;, and &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.logos.com/&quot;&gt;Logos&lt;/a&gt;.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
10.&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Use your senses.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; The Bible actually says to taste and see what is good (Psalm 34:8). Food tastes good, your time with God should too!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
11. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Find your promise.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; There are a million 
(okay maybe not a million) promises. I like to treat my Bible as a text 
book and underline my favorite verses and write “Promise” up on the top 
margin to remind me of God’s promises.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
12. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Memorize Scripture. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;If you can quote your favorite movie, you can memorize Scripture. Just sayin’
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
13. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Fall in love with God. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;No matter what 
you read, how difficult a passage is, or how frustrating it is to find 
time to spend with Him…He is worth it! All of it. All the marbles, all 
the money, everything in the world does not compare to Him!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
14. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;His grace is enough. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;My heartache is 
knowing God, seeing that He can heal, and watching when He says no. 
Grace is figuring out that He is enough. No. Matter. What.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
15. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;God is the Beginning and the End. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;He is the same yesterday, today, and forever. That means that January 1-December 31st is all under His control.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;I know how to be assertive in business; I don&#039;t know how to be  
responsive (not initiate) in relationships :(&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
It started off  
as a tweet. In my quiet time my thoughts grew louder until it made its  
way onto the page.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;Here is my late night confession...&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I
can&#039;t ruin it and it&#039;s not [already] too late. Jesus please forgive me
for thinking that You&#039;re not above or bigger than me and my problems. 
Seriously ridiculous.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
The Lord always keeps his promises; he is 
gracious in all he does. The Lord helps the fallen and he lifts those 
bent beanth their loads. When you open your hand, you satisfy the hunger
and thirst of every living thing. The Lord is righteous in everything 
he does, he is filled with kindness. The Lord is close to all who call 
on him in truth. He grants the desires of those who fear him, he hears 
their cries for help and rescues them (Psalm 145:13-14, 16-19, NLT).
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;Things
that need to change.&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;I&#039;m not comfortable being pursued by guys. &lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I
think it all goes back to my childhood where my parents would watch my 
every move and monitor every interaction. So when I was allowed freedom I
got anxious and over ate. 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;I initiate to remain in control. &lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
To
not let any guy see my weaknesses. I&#039;m afraid a guy is going to look 
back on the painful years of my past and reject me, or worse--not even 
pursue me at all. Deep down I want to be pursued. But I&#039;m afraid. Afraid
that no guy is ever going to notice me, pursue me, and keep pursuing me
in spite of me. 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Because ultimately, it&#039;s not even about me. Add 
God into the picture and that eliminates 99.9% of the boys. Waiting 
around for that 1% of men who actually have God in their life (not to 
mention balls and a backbone) and...that takes you back down to zero. 
Throw in a seminary degree and it now leaves me with a depressed feeling
I&#039;ve never had before. And I don&#039;t get depressed. I&#039;m the anxious one, 
remember?
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
For a guy to know (and love) Scripture as much as me? 
ha. Just call me Sarah, the one who laughs at God. And yet he exists. 
Isaac. I know because God promised me many, many years ago and He&#039;s 
literally used His people to confirm in my life. 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
So why now? It&#039;s
not like I haven&#039;t tried Match.com or eHarmony or church or bars or 
friends. Because I finally miss my friend. 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;I want to overcome the
lie that no guy could ever be my best friend. &lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I was the kind of girl who grew up in a conservative Baptist 
household. Like I said earlier--I had no guy friends, and to be honest 
it&#039;s less complicated. I don&#039;t believe guys and girls can be friends 
unless it&#039;s work related, no chemistry, etc. Okay okay. Maybe I&#039;m the &lt;em&gt;
one&lt;/em&gt; in this equation. 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;Stop.&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Before the lies come flooding 
in like the California rains. I&#039;ll stop. And believe. Believe to hope. 
Hope again that my friend is still there out somewhere. 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I miss 
you. I love you. I need you. 
&lt;/p&gt;
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 <description>&lt;div class=&quot;entry&quot;&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;img class=&quot;alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-3660&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/Photo-248-150x150.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; title=&quot;Photo 248&quot; width=&quot;150&quot; height=&quot;150&quot; /&gt;&lt;img class=&quot;alignnone size-thumbnail 
wp-image-3661&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/Photo-249-150x150.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; title=&quot;Photo 249&quot; width=&quot;150&quot; height=&quot;150&quot; /&gt;Yep. That’s right Update #2.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Today I went to visit &lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://seminary.bethel.edu/&quot;&gt;Bethel
Seminary&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;in San Diego. I am interested in their Masters of
Arts (Theological Studies), or M.A (T.S.) with an emphasis in Biblical 
Studies.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Before I get ahead of myself. I want to share a series of 
confirmations I’ve received about Bethel. Normally, I’m reluctant to 
share because it’s not often that God says “&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;go here, do 
this.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;” Because…
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;We have freedom.&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I’ve learned one thing from the past eight years as a 20-something to
find myself…unless it’s a sin issue…God doesn’t make, force, or require
us to do things in which he gives us the freedom to choose. Kind of 
like which parking spot. Just pick one!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
However going to seminary is a lot more complicated then that so 
that’s why I’m seeking wise council from mentors, peers, my family, 
friends, and church family.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
So…here are my confirmations!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;#1 – The Vice President and Dean of &lt;a href=&quot;http://conversationsjournal.com/2010/11/the-roads-we-travel/&quot;&gt;George
Fox Seminary&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
He received his MDiv from &lt;strong&gt;Bethel&lt;/strong&gt; Seminary, San 
Diego. This made me laugh because I hadn’t even realized that I could 
apply to a seminary in my own backyard. And the fact that he was a &lt;strong&gt;Bethel&lt;/strong&gt;
grad made me realize–hey why not check it out. THEN that’s when the 
confirmations started happening.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;#2 – Reading my One Year Bible &lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Hosea 12:4, NLT jumped out at me. Literally. It read, “Yes, he 
(Jacob) wrestled with the angel and won. He wept and pleaded for a 
blessing from him. There at &lt;strong&gt;Bethel&lt;/strong&gt; he met God face to 
face, and God spoke to him.”
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;I want to meet God face to face.&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
George Fox is awesome. And I wouldn’t trade their Distance Learning 
degree in Spiritual Formation for anything….until I realized that all I 
do is sit and write in front of a computer all day. So, face to face 
interaction…let alone GOD. SIGN ME UP!!!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;#3 – Reading “Big God” by Britt Merrick&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Page 126 reads, “Not only did Abraham confront culture and worship, 
but he was also willing to witness. It says in Genesis 12:8 that he went
to a place called &lt;strong&gt;Bethel&lt;/strong&gt; and called upon the name of 
the Lord…And in the Mosaic writings, when it says ‘called upon the name 
of the Lord,’ it generally means that he proclaimed the name of the 
Lord. Abraham was now witnessing about, testifying of, the one true 
God.”
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Hello. There it is again. I am desperate to call upon the name of the
Lord. To ask for his help in the ministry HE CALLED me too! Wow. I’m 
just so in awe right now &lt;img class=&quot;wp-smiley&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif&quot; alt=&quot;:)&quot; /&gt; 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;#4 – Karissa Braun’s Graduation Party&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I met her roommate’s dad, Mark, who works for Bethel in their 
development office. He was VERY encouraging. It also happens that one of
their other daughters is a missionary to a certain part of the country 
that my parents are as well. Dude! Love this…
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;#5- My friend Ronel&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I met her via social networking/friends at The Rock Church, San Diego
who attends &lt;strong&gt;Bethel&lt;/strong&gt; Seminary and encouraged me to check
them out!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;#6 – On Campus Visit today&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I know this S T R E T C H I N G it, but the recruiter for &lt;strong&gt;Bethel&lt;/strong&gt;
is a HUGE Nebraska Cornhusker fan and, well…anyone who is a fan of NE 
is my friend &lt;img class=&quot;wp-smiley&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif&quot; alt=&quot;:)&quot; /&gt;  I was born and raised in Lincoln, NE until
I was 7. We moved to CA so my parents could join staff with Campus 
Crusade.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Loved the visit. Excited to talk about all their professors, classes,
opportunities, and divine appointments that would come about as a 
result of BEING there. The diversity intrigues me, the classroom 
connections, community, community, community. I cannot stress enough how
I love my small group at North Coast. My growth group rocks and I can’t
wait to be in a learning, growing community. It’s important as a leader
to receive as much as I give–if not more.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;So there you have it.&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Next month as I wrap up my next book I’m going to be working on my 
application, and with your prayers I look forward to getting accepted 
and attending in the Fall of 2011.
&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;a name=&quot;fb_share&quot; href=&quot;http://www.facebook.com/sharer.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fdevotionaldiva.com%2F2010%2F12%2Fbig-announcement%2F&amp;amp;src=sp&quot; title=&quot;fb_share&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;fb_share_size_Small fb_share_count_wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/Photo-242.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;img class=&quot;alignnone size-medium wp-image-3646&quot; src=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/Photo-242-300x225.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; title=&quot;Photo 242&quot; width=&quot;300&quot; height=&quot;225&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;I couldn’t wait to spill the beans.
I have decided that it’s time to apply for &lt;strong&gt;seminary&lt;/strong&gt;. 
For those of you who know me, this is something I’ve prayed about for a 
while. 
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&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;I’m ready to know more about the Word.&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I’m applying for a &lt;em&gt;Masters of Theology in Spiritual Formation&lt;/em&gt;
at &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.georgefox.edu/seminary/&quot;&gt;George Fox Seminary&lt;/a&gt;.
They have a killer Distance Learning program starting in the Fall of 
2011. The way I see it…if I’m writing devotionals about the Bible I’d 
like to know what I’m talking about as I keep up with a growing ministry
God’s called me to! Looking back, I’ve always been a lover of the Word 
and appreciate your prayers as I go through this process!!!!!!!!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
Important Update For 2011
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;1. My blog:&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
The daily devotionals taken from “Faithbook of Jesus” will end. You 
can catch them in the archives on my &lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/category/faithbook-of-jesus/&quot;&gt;blog&lt;/a&gt; 
in case you want to start over for next year.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I will be starting a &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Read Through The Bible In A Year 
Challenge&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; and posting updates &amp;amp; ramblings every Monday
along with devotionals on Wednesday over at Tyndale’s New Living 
Translation &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.nltblog.com/&quot;&gt;blog&lt;/a&gt;.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
If you want to sign up for the weekly devotionals please do at the 
top right hand side of my website or just follow along on &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.facebook.com/devotionaldiva&quot;&gt;Facebook&lt;/a&gt; or &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.twitter.com/devotionaldiva&quot;&gt;Twitter&lt;/a&gt;.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;2. Speaking:&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.throwmountains.com/&quot;&gt;Throw Mountains&lt;/a&gt; tour 
begins Spring 2011! I am BEYOND excited to share the stage with  some of
the most amazing people and friends. We will be traveling to PA,  IN, 
LA, and UT.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
My schedule is open next year and I look forward to speaking at a 
church near you!
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;3. Writing:&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
I am currently under contract with Harvest House for a book on dating
&amp;amp; relationships and will release more information as I have it. 
The  scheduled release date is January, 2012.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;4. Ministry:&lt;/strong&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
If you would like to be on the prayer and/or support team for 
Devotional Diva ministries please feel free to &lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/contact/&quot;&gt;contact&lt;/a&gt; me. I send monthly
updates via email and sometimes post them on my blog.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;Thanks again for allowing me the privilege to encourage you  
forward in your relationship with Christ! I’m SO excited for the new  
year…thanks again for your prayers as I take a step of faith and  
obedience!&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
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 <description>Last week, I drove down to San Diego Children&#039;s Hospital and sat in the parking lot so I could tell you my good news.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Thirteen years ago God asked me to be his feet. Six years after that God  asked me to be his hands. For ten  years I watched as everyone else excelled, and I stayed at home. Stuck.  The only thing I wasn&#039;t stuck were my quiet times. Daily Devotionals became my sanctuary as the skin peeled off my face, feet, and hands. Then a miracle happened. The Word healed me.&lt;br /&gt;
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I am so honored to be past my humiliating and horrified days of living without any skin on my (DISCLAIMER: Do not click if you have a queasy stomach) &lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/finger.jpg&quot;&gt;Fingers&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/hand.jpg&quot;&gt;Hands&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://devotionaldiva.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/feet.jpg&quot;&gt;Feet&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It is my pleasure to let you know that I have the opportunity help you engage, enjoy, and embrace the New Living Translation! Tyndale is relaunching their NLT blog soon and........I GET TO WRITE DAILY DEVOTIONALS FOR THE SAME TRANSLATION THAT SAVED MY LIFE!&lt;br /&gt;
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Hosea 6:1-3, 1 Peter 5:10, Revelation 21:5-7 NLT&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Come, let us return to the Lord. He  has torn us to pieces; now he will heal us. He has  injured us; now he will bandage our wounds. In just a short time he will  restore us, so that we may live in his presence. Oh, that we might know the Lord! Let us press on  to know him. He will respond to us as surely as the arrival of  dawn or the coming of rains in early spring.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means  of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will  restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm  foundation.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
And the one sitting on the throne said, “Look, I am making everything  new!” And then he said to me, “Write this down, for what I tell you is  trustworthy and true.” And he also said, “It is finished! I am the Alpha and the Omega—the  Beginning and the End. To all who are thirsty I will give freely from  the springs of the water of life. All who are victorious will inherit all these  blessings, and I will be their God, and they will be my children.
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