I made the decision to have an early abortion. Distinguishing the life that was starting to grow inside of me. Why am I writing this blog? Why am I telling you this? Why after 13 years of total silence am I breaking that silence and speaking out? Why after years of pro choice believing am I about to probably upset some people off by saying out loud that I cannot think anything other now than that life is precious, life starts at conception, and the life I carried did not deserve to be aborted?